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Missing Pages

by This Year's Comeback

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1.
Missing Pages 03:34
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Verse: These nights I’ve been looking for some insight From these long drives, ‘cross state lines In hopes I’ll find somewhere that I belong And tonight, it won’t be long Just like the 100,000 other nights And other times before I’ll scream fuck it all, I’ll stop myself I’ll slam the breaks, I’ll hear the squeal All before I pull the wheel, another night, I am here still Chorus: On every one of these late night drives I scream and cry, I wonder why I’m alive, and what I’m doing with my life And if life’s a book, I feel that I’m Torn out pages, thrown aside Missing pages in the book of life, Just missing pages in the book of life Verse: These nights I’ve been forgoing a seatbelt around me In hopes I, get my car, wrapped around a tree Scattered, out on the concrete I’ll be poured out on these empty streets Won’t be nothing left to bleed, won’t be nothing left of me Bridge: I’m sick of feeling like I’m torn out missing pages Sick of all these nights of playing suffocation Something’s gotta change, I’m sick of playing games And I just wish that you could see my point of view
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Speedkasket 03:04
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Verse: I’ve come to terms that I hate everyone involved in my life one way or another Constantly questioning everything that ever crossed my mind It’s about that Prechorus: Time again where I start fucking screaming, staring at my ceiling Wondering where everyone has gone again Chorus: It’s happening, I fucked it up this time Think I’m losing my mind as well as everyone I know You left a note on the door, and a knife in my chest But now that you’re gone, there ain’t nobody left God damn Verse: Not quite sure what to say when you feel like everybody’s just a bother Another week, only me, that I see, nobody in my sight, about that Prechorus: Time again where I start fucking screaming, tearing down my ceiling Wonder if anyone is coming back again
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Fault 02:52
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We always want the things that we don’t have Always on the prowl for greener grass But I’ll swallow my pride, I’m transparent, can’t hide What’s written on my face, as well as my mind All these things I’ve done, I don’t know why Well aware of mistakes that I’ve made And the outcomes of my actions, I’m afraid Will follow me beyond the grave Through it all and everything By the worst of ways, I’m coming clean We always want the things that we don’t have Always on the prowl for greener grass But I’ll swallow my pride, I’m transparent, can’t hide What’s written on my face, as well as my mind All these things I’ve done, I don’t know why
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Dropout 03:37
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Verse: Since I was 15, I’ve been scared shitless to age And all these years later, not much here has changed I’m still just that same boy, I’m still just as scared I was never quite ready, I’m still unprepared Chorus: Just gotta remember, I’m my own worst enemy Been like this forever, it’s myself that’s against me And that only little help, I’ve given to myself Are these words I’ve carved out here Drop out while you’re still on top kid Verse: A whole quarter, it seems, of my life has gone by Been feeling quite empty, and losing my light Looking for answers, where questions are due It’s all right, it’s all fine, just missing pages in the book of life Bridge: I’ll pick myself up off the ground, I’ll keep my head up, won’t look down I’ll keep my eyes straight, I’ll keep my eyes set dead ahead You’ll hear my voice clear, crisp and loud, it’s myself I’ve finally found I’ll keep my eyes straight, I’ll keep my eyes set dead ahead Verse: My greatest motivation, is just my greatest fear The thought of living with regret, too scared to face my fears So I’ll never let myself down, never forget who I am Remember how my voice sounds, against myself, once more I’ll fail
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Monotony 03:43
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INTRO D A# F C - D A# A A VERSE D A# C Am Monotony has gotten quite the hold on me And every day just feels the same like nothing's ever gonna change Empty habits and old routines are the only things I ever see Ironically I'm afraid you see of repeating history CHORUS D A# F C - A So save me from myself - Find me a reason to go on I can't do it alone so Save me from myself I cannot find one reason to go on And I can't do it alone no VERSE I've had too much and I've had it rough and frankly dear I've had enough Of this same old story's daunting repetition - Barely holding on as I beg and plea Hoping that you'll break me free from chains of monotony CHORUS OUTRO I can't do it alone no more
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Despite the Flood 05:48
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Young and Angry 03:16
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Verse: Growing up, starting fires Fist fights with the race of time In a war that I never knew I combatted And that is, or that was Everything that I thought I’d ever be Back in those days, done with those ways Back when I was Chorus: Young and angry, I’ll never be Young and angry, no never again Young and angry, no I’ll never be Young and angry, no never again Verse: Used to sing these molotov dreams We wanted to set the world on fire Roamed these streets, thought you could be Another revolutionary Bridge: Looking back on our yesterdays We didn’t know a god damn thing We’ve finally died down Looking back on those younger nights The fires in our eyes have Finally died down
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Voicemail (feat. Dee DiMeola) 03:38
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VERSE 1 They tell me that your life is what you make of it As I've always done, I've made a mess of this Whole ordeal again, over again Lying wide awake all night and morning Lost all hope that you'll make my phone ring Like old times, again, over again CHORUS Every other night, I'm playing back old voicemails Time, it heals all wounds but only time itself tells If I decide, to leave you behind Stitch up every wound in my heart, my soul and mind VERSE 2 I'm reading your old letters over open flames I never have the strength to let them burn away Like I've done to you this time again I promised to myself that I'd someday change Someday always turns into I'd rather wait So I have failed, again, over again BRIDGE (QUIET) VOICE 1 There's nothing that I wouldn't do to turn back time I'm screaming every night, I'm so far from fine Fixated, I am caught on when you were mine Elated, I will never be, this broken mind VOICE 2 (BUILD) I've told you time and time again to get it together This is my last call to you, goodbye forever We've tried this far too many times, this weary endeavour I know you far too well by now, change you, I'll never And so, I will go KEY CHANGE HALF STEP UP CHORUS VOICE2 Every other night, you're playing back old voicemails Time, it heals all wounds but only time itself tells If you decide, to leave me behind Stitch up every wound in your heart, your soul and mind Your soul and mind CHORUS VOICE 1+2
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Spineless 01:08
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Embers 04:11
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Verse: Feel free to consider this The very last time that you'll ever hear from me Honestly These past few months have turned around the better With eyes set straight, momentum forever And I've been doing just fine Prechorus: But every now and then you still cross my mind With these same ideas, time to time I'm lying if I'm denying that I still think of how Chorus: You've had your own flames, I've had mine But still I ponder time to time If there's still embers or if only ash remain Now it's far too late to apologize I've waited long enough, pain subsided Without you, I've been doing just fine

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released March 31, 2019

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